Saturday, April 29, 2006



Why, if I know that it is completely and totally stupid to obsess about the fact that ex boyfriend already has a new girl, can't I stop doing it? I spent the better part of last night, after I figured it out, crying and unable to sleep. And I should have known better. It's not like he was so devastated or even upset at all about our break-up. And even I've been okay, still. But then, of course, he's always got to show me up by doing that much better than me.
I mean, it's been a month - I guess that's a pretty long time, and it's not so shocking that he's with someone else. But it still stings. And what stings even more, is that I think I've figured out who she is, and, with a little stalking, I found that it looks for all the world like something was at least starting to go on between them five days after we broke up. Which isn't nearly so long as a month. And if it was already happenening then... Yeah, my mind is going to great places.

Friday, April 28, 2006



I'm home in Massachusetts visiting my family for a few days. Today is my first day back on the east coast, so I spent the day with my family. Then tonight I went out with my friend Maggie. We decided to see a movie. We get to the theatre, see what's playing soon, and just buy tickets for a movie starting in 15 minutes, buy our treats and go and sit down.
It wasn't until about 2 minutes in that I realized going to see United 93 three days before I have to fly back across the country (Massachusetts to California, sound familiar) probably wasn't the best idea I ever had. Hell, I was already one of the most nervous fliers around. This is going to be pleasant.
Sometimes, I'm fucking smart.

Thursday, April 27, 2006



One of my co-workers can no longer come to work any more because his wife is insanely jealous and sure he is having an affair with one of the women in the office. She has jumped from merely being a nuisance with her constant calls and checking up on him, to being a full-blown psycho who insists that he can no longer work at this office because, get this, he gave one of the women in the office a ride to a meeting.
For this horrible offense, she even called in to instruct my co-worker, referred to in the call as "that bitch", to stay away from her husband. Then she called back and said we should never call him or expect to hear from him ever again.
I have to say, the whole thing makes me even more jaded about the whole marriage concept, because what can be good about a relationship that makes people so possessive, so mean, and so damned crazy. Is there even any possible that there is anything these like about each other if they trust eachother and respect eachother so little? How does one end up promising to spend your whole life with someone who treats them with such contempt and disrespect?
Plus, it sucks for us to lose Kamran as an employee, since he's totally our technical expert. But he's probably too busy having his balls cut off by his wife to actually have a job and all.

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