Sunday, January 08, 2006

Went to dinner with my roommate. So, I at least got out of the house for a bit. Since we got back, though, I haven't been able to get up from the bed. I just feel so exhausted from the effort of keeping my mind straight and my behavior in line. I'm continuing to do it, but I have no idea if it is worth it or not.
My roommate asks if I am just not going to talk to him at all now. And I don't know. I really don't. It isn't so much that I care about what the right thing to do is, but what the best thing to do for me. The thing that is going to hurt the least or for the least amount of time. Something like that. But I don't know what it is.

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