Tuesday, January 24, 2006

 

pause

I know I need to find a new job, that my current one is really running off the rails at this point, and yet I can't seem to get off my ass and do it.
I don't know why. It is really ridiculous, this inability to get into gear. Because this company is seriously in a downward spiral, and if I don't do something, it is really going to fuck me over. I'm like this, though. Sometimes I know I need to make a change, or to take action, and the very knowledge that it is necessary feels like the thing that keeps me from doing it.
I'm just contrary, down in the heart of me. Even though I know it gets in the way sometimes, I can't help how I am.

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