Wednesday, December 21, 2005

 

restraint

I managed not to call or email the boy at all today, despite my lonely and bored state, and despite the fact that I did get an email from him. Am I proud of myself? Does it even mean anything? Did he notice at all? Probably not.
I guess from time to time I want to remind myself that there is some willpower somewhere in my body.
I feel tired now, just from what I haven't done.

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