Friday, December 16, 2005

 

pony

I'm supposed to go out to dinner with one of my friends tonight. And much like last night was with the boy, this is my last chance to see him before he goes away for the holidays. And I love him dearly. But I just feel like I don't have the energy for it.
Don't get me wrong - I'll go. I just think, I'll go and be thinking about the boy and last night, and everything that went wrong. And not enjoying my friend who is with me and wants to hang out with me. I'm like that. It is one of my least favorite things about myself. But I can't really control where my mind goes, you know?

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