Wednesday, November 30, 2005

 

off

It's funny, when you have moments of clarity, how wrong you were for so long just stings so much. It's like, realizing the truth is painful enough, but you've got to go through the extra slam of how stupid you were for every minute up until that point. Which makes it hurt a thousand times worse.

I just don't want to hope for things anymore. It is better not to. There's like some incredibly stupid part of myself that keeps trying to, even though I know it is a bad idea.

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